Friday, October 24, 2014
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
drama
my little asshole brother left a nasty comment on my pregnancy announcement. saying "wtf why wasn't I told wtf" then I bitched and he said he was joking. I do not take that shit in a jokingly matter. after a few more arguments I said in the most sarcastically way "ctfu your kid got taken away ctfu because it's a joke right" and now every single mother fucker even an almost 40 year old mother wants to beat my ass up. Of course I was wrong to do that but it was in the moment and I'm sure when you're in the moment of something you just don't think too straight about stuff. the stupid brother's girlfriend called me a hoe, ratched and all this other bullshit in the book and then has the nerve to think she wouldn't be involving my child if she beat me to a pulp. no you are affecting my child's life. Aaralyn loves her mommy and she would know something was wrong if something were to happen to me but apparently morons don't get it. All of them say they are gonna beat me up as soon as I'm done with this pregnancy because yes it's okay to beat someone who just had a 2nd child, who just got out of the hospital almost 2-3 days later, who is still bleeding like crazy and what not. one person even commented on her fucking status saying "her face ain't pregnant" and you know my stupid brother even gives permission to his stupid gf to beat my ass.
he even dared to involve aaron into the whole mess. it has and had nothing to do with aaron during our argument. I cannot help your child was taken by ciy and they thought you weren't good parents. mother said they were taken away for good. she says it's a good sign they'll get her back in december. I really don't think these 2 are remotely good parents especially when they are all about the drama and threatening people. oh and his ex gf said "choke a bitch"
yes because all these people are wonderful mothers but say all this bullshit. they all sound horrible if you ask me. I would never tell someone to go choke someone or say I want body parts and all this shit. You can't expect much out of people like this though. they are all the same. Oh and you know my sister who I cut off 2 years ago bitches about how she don't get to see her niece. Well I am not sorry for the way you acted and that you had to be called when I was having my daughter. I did not even think about you during that time so you can hop off. oh and apparently cutting all these negative people is gonna come back to haunt me when I need to run to family members in the time of need. I have never once in my entire life ran to any family member for anything! I have grown up. I am who I am yet the sibling still like to talk shit about my dad and my mom and yet my mom will rush to my brothers side without even thinking. I try to treat my parents with respect especially after those harsh teenage years. I even paid most of the money I borrowed back and yet these siblings who have never paid a time are glorified. I will never understand. But yeah I feel bad, I feel that I may have to worry they're gonna try to beat me up for one little comment I said in an argument. I fear for my children. ugh this is all just bullshit and they just love stirring the pot up! my dad's side of the family is the worse. they all love drama bullshit because you know even savannah rumsey had to get on in it and ask finn if he ever shuts the fuck up. they all need to get off their high horses and step back into reality! cause i am done with all this bullshit and I do not care. If I fucking cut you off from being a part of my life it just means we were never close to begin with and that you fucked it up for yourself. I don't fuck up this shit for myself they do. toxic people are a waste of my time and trust and believe I have no problem living my life without you. let me tell you i feel bad for each and every damn kid that is raised by these parents. these people were not raised right. well I plan on doing a lot fucking better, I am not gonna tell my kids its right to beat someone up over everything and anything.people like this should not be having kids.
he even dared to involve aaron into the whole mess. it has and had nothing to do with aaron during our argument. I cannot help your child was taken by ciy and they thought you weren't good parents. mother said they were taken away for good. she says it's a good sign they'll get her back in december. I really don't think these 2 are remotely good parents especially when they are all about the drama and threatening people. oh and his ex gf said "choke a bitch"
yes because all these people are wonderful mothers but say all this bullshit. they all sound horrible if you ask me. I would never tell someone to go choke someone or say I want body parts and all this shit. You can't expect much out of people like this though. they are all the same. Oh and you know my sister who I cut off 2 years ago bitches about how she don't get to see her niece. Well I am not sorry for the way you acted and that you had to be called when I was having my daughter. I did not even think about you during that time so you can hop off. oh and apparently cutting all these negative people is gonna come back to haunt me when I need to run to family members in the time of need. I have never once in my entire life ran to any family member for anything! I have grown up. I am who I am yet the sibling still like to talk shit about my dad and my mom and yet my mom will rush to my brothers side without even thinking. I try to treat my parents with respect especially after those harsh teenage years. I even paid most of the money I borrowed back and yet these siblings who have never paid a time are glorified. I will never understand. But yeah I feel bad, I feel that I may have to worry they're gonna try to beat me up for one little comment I said in an argument. I fear for my children. ugh this is all just bullshit and they just love stirring the pot up! my dad's side of the family is the worse. they all love drama bullshit because you know even savannah rumsey had to get on in it and ask finn if he ever shuts the fuck up. they all need to get off their high horses and step back into reality! cause i am done with all this bullshit and I do not care. If I fucking cut you off from being a part of my life it just means we were never close to begin with and that you fucked it up for yourself. I don't fuck up this shit for myself they do. toxic people are a waste of my time and trust and believe I have no problem living my life without you. let me tell you i feel bad for each and every damn kid that is raised by these parents. these people were not raised right. well I plan on doing a lot fucking better, I am not gonna tell my kids its right to beat someone up over everything and anything.people like this should not be having kids.
Sunday, October 12, 2014
small updates I guess
Aaralyn is now 25 months old but I just say she's 2 anymore. She's been a brat or I've been just not been able to handle myself with her lately...either way I am a bit stressed. This week she has continuously kept opening doors during the time Aaron needs to sleep for work or during midnight - 3:00AM. Currently I'm waiting until 6am for Aaron to wake up because I locked the door so Aaralyn would quit. I got tired of chasing her and chasing her every time she did it. She passed out at like 2:30-3AM on the couch. Can't wait to get some shut eye! At the moment I'm trying to find myself something to eat but I feel if I make pbj I won't want to eat it because of the taste of grape jelly :/ I'm not sure if there's anything else up in the cupboard to eat...Anyways this week Aaron and I will be taking Ariebug to her first pumpkin patch in Muncy. I hope she's well behaved and picks out a pumpkin and hopefully I get some good pictures during that time <3 can't wait!
And since I have no friends on here I guess it's safe to say I found out a week ago that I am pregnant again. I'm waiting for my appointment tomorrow to confirm. The thing is I don't feel pregnant...pains here and there, maybe a little more eating than usual, and possibly peeing more but other than that nothing. And this time around I feel afraid something might happen -.- I don't even know why I guess I looked on google too many times and it's my fault. The thing with being rh negative and all that. But I can't wait to see what my official due date will be when I get my ultrasound done <3 my little baby nemo <3 although I won't be looking forward to the blood being drawn out (yuck) or the part where they make you starve a whole day and you have to take this nasty ass syrupy drink to test for gestational diabetes...or probably the part where no matter how many times I try to get comfortable in bed it just won't happen because of how big I am but other than that I can't wait for our 2nd baby to arrive <3 have to stay positive!
So I guess that's it! not much more to say since not much else is really going on. Might be a while before I get back on but oh well only time will tell with that. See you next time.
And since I have no friends on here I guess it's safe to say I found out a week ago that I am pregnant again. I'm waiting for my appointment tomorrow to confirm. The thing is I don't feel pregnant...pains here and there, maybe a little more eating than usual, and possibly peeing more but other than that nothing. And this time around I feel afraid something might happen -.- I don't even know why I guess I looked on google too many times and it's my fault. The thing with being rh negative and all that. But I can't wait to see what my official due date will be when I get my ultrasound done <3 my little baby nemo <3 although I won't be looking forward to the blood being drawn out (yuck) or the part where they make you starve a whole day and you have to take this nasty ass syrupy drink to test for gestational diabetes...or probably the part where no matter how many times I try to get comfortable in bed it just won't happen because of how big I am but other than that I can't wait for our 2nd baby to arrive <3 have to stay positive!
So I guess that's it! not much more to say since not much else is really going on. Might be a while before I get back on but oh well only time will tell with that. See you next time.
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
Saturday, August 9, 2014
08.09.2014
Aaron ordered my cheap opks so hopefully I figure out when I ovulate. Sucks that it's gonna be harder since I'm irregular. 35-40 day cycles are too much and it always varies from time to time. Yeeeah so good luck to me
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Seriously
The discusion came up of my little brother's ex gf keana being a lesbian and my aunt connie was grossed out by it completely. Now I really do dislike keana but to be grossed out by lesbians is offensive....just her expression and her loud voice said it all. I'm not a lesbian but I am curious and I thought she was unbelievable and she would never support it. And my dad sides along with her too. My mom thinks its wrong too but I'm sure she'd get over it or not pay attention. It saddens me. All I know is if my kids are gay/lesbian/trans/bi I'd do nothing but support them and love them. Love is love and no one should be ashamed because one is not with the opposite gender and what not. Don't you love narrow minded people?
Monday, July 28, 2014
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