a small update on dear daughter

so far

• she can open the handle door knobs
• she can close the doors by the round door knobs
• she can say bye (a lot actually)
• she can stomp her feet and dance around in circles
• she is slowly starting to know where her eyes, nose, and mouth are (when I say nose I mean actually touching her tip of nose instead of picking it -.- lol)
• she needs her 2 year old molars
• plays peek a boo with the covers
• still is not a huge fan of eating food yet
• kisses her feet, her hands, her toys and such
• gives mommy and daddy a group hug
• favorite things to do are fake laugh, says oh boy, no and da a lot
• brings her foot up so you can put her socks and shoes on
• finally outgrowing her 18 month clothing ya know unless it's okie dokie brand cause let's face it that brand is 6 months bigger than what they say
• potty training is not going too well. she knows she needs to pee in it and will make the sound with her mouth but will walk right by it to pee somewhere on the floor -.- have to remember it's a progress
• still has those baby blues. sadly though I have a feeling they may change when she turns 4-5 years old but in the meantime we'll just have to enjoy them while they last

Not sure if I should remake my account

Okay, Okay I know for a fact I'll remake a tumblr. I'm just hesitating. My 1st tumblr I had for almost 2.5 years or so and my mumblr I had for almost 2 years I believe and I deleted both of them...including all of my side blogs. Bummed but I knew what I was doing. But I did it for the wrong reason. I only did it because I got so mad and frustrated and said fuck it all and wiped out my whole tumblr accounts. I even deactivated facebook and pinterest. Surprisingly kept instagram and blogger though. I even thought about deleting all of my email accounts or at least making myself almost non-existent since that night I felt like a complete and utterly shit mother. loooooong story but I don't know why I acted so ignorant. It'd be so much better if they made chill pills...I am in need of them often lately.
Anyways if I do make another tumblr I have to realize that deleting it after having it for a long time I should just go into hiatus mode instead of deleting. After all deleting accounts just because your mad at yourself or someone doesn't mean it'll make all your problems go away. Besides I like posting pics of my daughter on there and I like liking other cute babies and their days. I just wish people cared about how my days were; shitty or not. I want to be payed attention to just like those other mumblrs buuuut I guess if I were to be payed attention to that much I'd be in a no end drama blog for days and they'd probably talk about how wrong my parenting choices are and shit so I don't know it wouldn't kill someone to actually pay attention and be like a complete fan of my shit.
And if only they knew that I almost totally related to this girl on mumblr before she deleted for good. We were both bat shit crazy except I didn't show it all over the internet because unlike her I hate being judged too hardcore and I haven't smoked weed in ages now. Soooooo tumblr this week or next or still wait it out? hmmmm decisions, decisions...

Gah I hope no one I use to follow changes their url name by then. I'll be changing mine of course to something other than what I had but still. It'll be nice to follow some of my favorites...