Not sure if I should remake my account

Okay, Okay I know for a fact I'll remake a tumblr. I'm just hesitating. My 1st tumblr I had for almost 2.5 years or so and my mumblr I had for almost 2 years I believe and I deleted both of them...including all of my side blogs. Bummed but I knew what I was doing. But I did it for the wrong reason. I only did it because I got so mad and frustrated and said fuck it all and wiped out my whole tumblr accounts. I even deactivated facebook and pinterest. Surprisingly kept instagram and blogger though. I even thought about deleting all of my email accounts or at least making myself almost non-existent since that night I felt like a complete and utterly shit mother. loooooong story but I don't know why I acted so ignorant. It'd be so much better if they made chill pills...I am in need of them often lately.
Anyways if I do make another tumblr I have to realize that deleting it after having it for a long time I should just go into hiatus mode instead of deleting. After all deleting accounts just because your mad at yourself or someone doesn't mean it'll make all your problems go away. Besides I like posting pics of my daughter on there and I like liking other cute babies and their days. I just wish people cared about how my days were; shitty or not. I want to be payed attention to just like those other mumblrs buuuut I guess if I were to be payed attention to that much I'd be in a no end drama blog for days and they'd probably talk about how wrong my parenting choices are and shit so I don't know it wouldn't kill someone to actually pay attention and be like a complete fan of my shit.
And if only they knew that I almost totally related to this girl on mumblr before she deleted for good. We were both bat shit crazy except I didn't show it all over the internet because unlike her I hate being judged too hardcore and I haven't smoked weed in ages now. Soooooo tumblr this week or next or still wait it out? hmmmm decisions, decisions...

Gah I hope no one I use to follow changes their url name by then. I'll be changing mine of course to something other than what I had but still. It'll be nice to follow some of my favorites...